Apahlux.

Attaining inner wholeness and rising above toxic thought patterns.

“We are put on this planet only once, and to limit ourselves to the familiar is a crime against our minds.”

— Roger Ebert

Self-actualization is triumph. It is the continual declaration of victory – over all limitations, disappointments, and bitter adversaries. It is the perpetual redirection towards infinity. (Lofty enough for ya?!)

This state of elevation – which beckons to all of life – transcends time, space, and the fleeting binds of the material world. It is the source of spontaneous inspiration, the fountain of endless creativity, and the root of abundance itself. Without it, our efforts are impotent, reduced to futile strivings. Devoid of purpose, we hopelessly thrash in an attempt to buck off the weighty burden of existence.

Yet – so often, we fall short – existing in patant denial of our exaltation. Dejected. Despairing. Crushed by the excruciating gravity of the world. Our minds darken. We become crippled by doubt. Our fears and inner devastation consumes us. We build plastic mental castles, only to watch them inevitably dissolve into the infinite oceans of time.

In these moments, our deepest regrets and humiliations emerge. Taunting us. Intensifying our load, attempting to break our spirits. They communicate to us in hushed tones, barely audible, yet they are our shackles.

If we’re fortunate enough to view these limitations through the lenses of divine illumination, their source is made clear to us and we may vehemently eradicate their strongholds from our being. However, owing to their insidious nature, they often lay buried, echoing falsehoods that blind us to our true potential.

How do we overcome these trappings?

By tracing them to their root and ruthlessly eviscerating them from our energetic vessels…

Technique:

1. Write a list of all binding, self-sabotaging beliefs (particularly related to self-worth, inner potential, money, relationships, etc). Be ruthless, tap into the depths of destructive mental patterns and vomit out the vile substances buried latent within. These are psychic chains, control systems that subconsciously puppeteer our every action, thought, and movement. In each and every moment, they operate outside of our perception, leeching energy, dissipating ambitions, and enslaving our mind. Exhaust this list and continue to add to it when necessary to expose these falsehoods for what they are. Label this list “limiting falsehoods”.
2. Now, we must step away to purify and refine our mind and return to a state of inner bliss. This is essential, as it replenishes our spirit and reaffirms divine union, immediately dispelling all falsehood. Use means such as meditation, exercise, music, dance, holy scriptures; anything to return to this penultimate reality and reunite our souls with its abundance.
3. Finally, returning to the initial list, make another corresponding list labeled “positive reprogramming“. Fill this with spiritually empowered declarations of victory. Mercilessly nebulize your limiting beliefs. No empty platitudes. Activate your inner logos and systematically deconstruct each and every shackle enslaving your mind. The crevices formed by our limitations are deep and often exist outside of our awareness so it is crucial to deprogram ourselves from their grip and regain control over our gut reactions and reptilian mind.

This exercise is vital, especially in situations of extreme inner despair and cyclical, self-defeating patterns. It sheds light on these inner beasts torturing our minds, distills them to their essence, and provides the means to begin inoculating ourselves against their influences. We can then begin directly programming self-willed behaviors that yield life and rid ourselves of our limitations once and for all.